Aahh!

I am going nuts! There is one absolutely indispensible book I need for my next essay, and guess what's the only place in the world where it can be found?

Right, in the library of Utrecht University: it's a 1977 dissertation by a Dutcher.

So now I seriously wonder why I have moved all the way tot Exeter to study the history of sexuality, while all my specialists are really in Utrecht.

Yep: lesson understood...